Long time, no see
Well hello, dear blog. Few notes:
- Finally completed 2.5.1 upgrade. Relatively painless, albeit backups are having some odd issue at the moment.
- Yes, I’m still alive.
And now, for my rant:
I’m tired of this place. I’m tired of this house, this town, these people. I promised myself that this summer I would do everything I wanted to do, to live the summer the way I thought it should be lived, and I absolutely have - which has brought me to the realization of how much this place truly sucks.
I have friends, most of which who’s aspiration is to see how drunk they can get on a Friday or Saturday night. Friends who don’t go in to work until 4 in the afternoon, and then work til 8 and tell me how hard their day has been.
I like to tell people I feel old, and for those of you who have heard me say this, you know that your response is “Kris, you’re not that old.” No, I’m not, but damn do I feel it. I don’t give a damn about who can chug a beer faster or who can play that damn basketball game better - if those two things coincide with me having fun, then so be it, let them be. But if they spend more time aggravating me than they do providing enjoyment, well, yeah.
One of my friends just told me that he’s going to be staying here an extra semester. When questioned, he told me he could finish it up in the regular amount of time (without overloading) but prefer to take a few easy semesters. What a load of shit. Yeah, college is the best time of your life and all that, but when the hell are you going to grow up? I sure as hell don’t see it happening anytime soon, and that’s sad.
Moreover, your girlfriend needs to grow the hell up. She graduated, stop dating college guys and move the hell on with your life, and while you’re at it, get the hell out of my hair, because I can’t stand your guts.
So, in conclusion, I miss one of my really good friends. He’s mature enough to not annoy me, yet knows how to have a good time. I want out of here. I really appreciate my older friends. I really appreciate one of my newest friends in particular, even if she is younger. I want to get on living my life, as opposed to having to live mine and clean up after someone else’s.
Only 313 more days. I can do this.
EDIT:
I actually am really happy this summer. I’m having a blast, and just not spending much time at home. Betty Bring Down is done for the night.